Rudy
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Wow what a refreshing read.
Optimistic for the future , COYWM
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19 minutes ago, gonzo said:
On 40mg citalopram now me. Do they just keep throwing more at you 🤯
Unfortunately that’s the first thing they prescribed me, seemed like the doc was trying to get me out, then spoke to another doc who listened and preferred a more psychological approach
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This might be a bit strange jumping straight back in but I do feel I’ve never left the board, despite having to a number of years ago because of work monitoring internet posts and being in the public eye but anyways I digress.
Never thought I would suffer any form of mental illness, Im a very happy go lucky and don’t let things bug me too much, just over two years my daughter was born, she’s fine and so is my wife but the labour was complicated, my wife got what we thought was post natal blues but was in fact PTSD.
It was a tough time in what should have been the happiest time of our lives, my wife felt she couldn’t connect with our daughter. This became a huge stress on me, because I couldn’t understand it and i had to work full time as well as almost feeling like I had to be a full time dad sometimes I had to be away from home which added to the stress it was difficult but we have supportive parents so we got through it.My wife overcame it and got through it with flying colours, what I didn’t anticipate was how much suppressing any feelings of what i was going through could then lead to me almost wanting to explode. From almost out of nowhere I just changed, I went from being the happiest man alive to feeling low and diagnosed with depression. It was a strange time. I got help, physically and emotionally, my work were and still are incredibly supportive and I got past it. I just thought I was a fucking weirdo.
Anyways since that’s happened I’ve spoke to a few new dads and they went through it, as did my own dad.
I’ve waffled on here but I’m glad to see Manc and Hoppy relive their battles because the worst thing I think you can do imo is hide how you are feeling and bottle it up because one day it will just come out and there is absolutely nothing wrong with mental illness and it does help to get it out there.sorry for rambling just felt like if one person reads this and benefits from it, it would have done some good.
I’ll have a visit to the website 😊
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I’d be happy with Nolan or Keith Hill in this division or lower, the structure in place is going to be equally if not more important going forward though.
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My job functions around weekend work, mainly Sunday’s now, so if I’m free I still go to the Saturday games home and away, nothing really stops me going other than my career which is in football, just the way it falls whether I go, buy still get a ST and if I can’t go I’ll make sure someone else does
some of my mates have fallen away from it but there’s still a few of us that make the effort and spend the money
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What a difference a day makes, from almost going bust to being excited about what FV has on their to do list.
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In the back garden playing football with my daughter, phone just started going bezerk, started cheering and she joined in because that’s what she thought we are doing, she’s 2 and has no idea, but looking forward to having it as one of my Wanderers tales when she’s a bit older.
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Had a drink and read as many news articles as I could find about it. All pretty much said the same thing but it felt nice
They all laughed at us...
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Yesterday thought I’d seen us play for the last time, so I’ll be going to this
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In plus 3
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Touch of class from Bury as well, really gutted for them
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Think he deserves a pint or two
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Late to the party but I’m absolutely ecstatic. Can’t quite believe it what a rollercoaster
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19 minutes ago, Spider said:
Nearly there
Patience is not a football fan's best virtue, but just a little more required.
We can start moaning about lack of transfers again soon enough.
Ventures Out.
Are you the first one to say this? You should be proud
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Is there gonna be an update of some sort today?
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7 minutes ago, bwfcfan5 said:
And also points out caution given the characters involved.
The deal has been done multiple times. Only for someone to change their demands last minute. Until its done and announced there is a risk with this one.
Yeah owners on the pitch with scarves in the air before I get giddy, again
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8 minutes ago, Traf said:
Not wanting to piss all over your enthusiasm, but it was pretty clear that last Saturday could well be our last home game.
4,700 turned out to see it.
It the midst of all the waiting, for some reason that has hit home more than most things that have been said
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29 minutes ago, ZicoKelly said:
Reminds me of the last episode of Blackadder all this
Aye, think we’re close to going over the tops
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2 minutes ago, gonzo said:
How many times we all doing the wways, Twitter, what’s app cycle per minute then?
I’m gonna end up in a padded cell doing the same motion with my fingers over and over but without the phone mumbling take over jargon
Would love to know how much time I’ve spent on this thread today alone
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Ahh Belgrade that was a good away day
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Just now, TroySwoosh said:
are we doomed? fucking shitting it
The lack of updates makes it so much worse
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Bit of a weird day to introduce myself but hey ho
I used to post on here many years ago and met a few posters, my job is in football so it became tricky to attend games and due to my work I had to watch myself on social media.
Anyways seeing what’s happened to my beloved club I thought I would rejoin my fellow wanderers in these dark days
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2 minutes ago, simonbwfc93 said:
At the Unibol, Bassinis been on the phone to a fan, claims we won't hear anything tonight, also wants to screenshot his bank account to her and meet her in a hotel room to discuss it further.
Utterly fucking strange man
Will Nicky Hunt be there?
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The anticipation is horrendous
Never refreshed a page so much in my life
First Interview
in Terrace Talk
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You reckon he’ll let me drive it for a evening, if I have a no brass rule ?