Well not so much club any more as I've now been promoted to one on one sessions .

 

Any road, I know I come across as a nice bloke but I can be a bit of a cunt and after a few 'incidents' I've been pulled back in to see a therapist.

 

Theres two things really that set me off, one is quite frequent and quite a complicated process but as its regular we've been able to break it all down as I can write down all my 'symptoms' immediately or soon after the incident and so we've pretty much nailed this and I've only had one 'incident' in the last fortnight.

 

Its the second scenario thats the issue and I need a bit of help with if possible please.

 

I am prone to losing my shit at the match but my therapist doesn't watch or understand football and as its close season and I've a baby on the way my sessions are going to be long finished so I'm not going to have the opportunity to note my emotional and physical feelings etc.

 

How can I articulate to someone who doesn't understand what some nobhead laughing at me and calling me a wanker after we've conceded a late loser does to me?  (If I'd have got hold of that lad at Hull I'd not have stopped)

 

Can you even explain it or is it just one of those "If you know, you know" scenarios?

Shocked me how many are on stuff.

 

Who's gonna be man enough to tell everybody to pull themselves together?

If Bolty wasn’t on hiatus

 

He’s the site Alan Brazil

Edited July 3, 20188 yr by jules_darby

Tmgj and I have spoke a few times about the benefits of going chopping trees down with chainsaws or just getting out and doing things with your hands. It helps that's for sure but there are days where leaving the house is too much to face.

 

Forcing yourself out to do the things that are needed like earning money and getting mini me to school are all I can manage some days. Stuff like helping the father in law on his bits of land are perfect as I don't have to deal with the general public being bellends.

Sounds reet that frank.

Since I dropped from 1.5 to 1 tablet I've been a bit more up and down but find that once I get going in the morning I'm OK.

I'm determined to stick to it though, as I think it's just the getting off stage; might take a while to get a balance.

 

Just come back from doing a jet washing job; to some my slight nervousness beforehand would seem weird, but I'm sure you know where I'm coming from. Once there, no problem.

 

Must admit, that feeling of wanting to stay in is one of the indicators that the dog is coming back.

Having three real ones is great for kicking the evil one into touch!

Sounds reet that frank.

Since I dropped from 1.5 to 1 tablet I've been a bit more up and down but find that once I get going in the morning I'm OK.

I'm determined to stick to it though, as I think it's just the getting off stage; might take a while to get a balance.

 

Just come back from doing a jet washing job; to some my slight nervousness beforehand would seem weird, but I'm sure you know where I'm coming from. Once there, no problem.

 

Must admit, that feeling of wanting to stay in is one of the indicators that the dog is coming back.

Having three real ones is great for kicking the evil one into touch!

Sometimes you've no idea what you're actually nervous about. And generally when you get to doing what you were nervous about there's nowt actually there to worry about.

 

I'd say the difference between 'normal nerves' and anxiety is that anxiety can make you dread the day to day whereas nerves only kick in when it's out of the ordinary.

If Bolty wasn’t on hiatus

 

He’s the site Alan Brazil

I read that as “shite Alan Brazil”, which would be pretty shite.

Shocked me how many are on stuff.

 

Who's gonna be man enough to tell everybody to pull themselves together?

There will plenty reading it and thinking just that.

 

I don’t really blame them either as I’d be exalty the same. My mates got proper anger issues, I’ve often thought he just needs to chill the fuck out and sort his head out.

 

Its so hard for people to understand, my wife still doesn’t get it to this day. She tries to understand and I try and explain it, but in reality she has absolutely no idea what’s going on in my cranium. Not her fault.

 

All this it’s good to talk bollocks that’s all over social media and the likes is all very well and good, as long as the person your talking to has an idea of what the fuck your going on about.

 

Baz Isn’t actually that angry about football. Folk with depression but no apparent problems in life aren’t depressed about their actual life. An often trotted out line will be “what’s he got to he depressed about” etc.

 

The mind is making you feel depressed, angry or anxious. Not the situation. That is just a trigger.

Yes yes yes. Well said gonzo.

 

If something chemical goes wrong with your kidneys it's easy for folk to understand. If a similar chemical fault arises within your grey blob it's totally different -why are you depressed?

 

Massive difference between feeling down/having the blues and being depressed.

Barry,in true killjoy stylee.. How does it feel when cheating Colombian twats make you go through extra time and penalties!

Barry,in true killjoy stylee.. How does it feel when cheating Colombian twats make you go through extra time and penalties!

This is baz watching the footy at his tonight

 

 

http://www.youtu.be/kWlxTRiLsHo

might be right that, it's all the right wingers who are angry with everyone

Right wingers are more self harm. Take Brexit as an an example. ????

Propanalol for me also. Been taking it on and off for years.

 

You sound very similar to me baz in so much as I can’t walk away never have been able to and folk gave sadly been dragged out of cars.

 

Angry club as you put it helped at first for me til i changed therapist and wanted to twat him

 

Seriously though since I booted my missus out 8 months ago and shacked up with my new bird my anger has subsided somewhat. Although not advising that just found it an interesting correlation ????

 

36D sorry I forgot gents

Edited July 4, 20188 yr by Escobarp

36 D. No wonder you've calmed down a bit.

Barry,in true killjoy stylee.. How does it feel when cheating Colombian twats make you go through extra time and penalties!

 

I need someone to direct it at, tele doesnt count.  If theres loads giving it at the match I'll just randomly pick one and try to get to him.

 

I'm not on medication Jules, just trying to understand the signs and trying to make alternative choices when I feel it coming.

36 D. No wonder you've calmed down a bit.

Don’t have as much spare time As I used To funnily enough

This is baz watching the footy at his tonight

 

 

http://www.youtu.be/kWlxTRiLsHo

 

Hmm . . . I've never gone the whole hog but my laptops been very close to similar treatment  

 

36D sorry I forgot gents

 

I believe there are rules . . . tut tit 

I believe there are rules . . . tut tit 

Escobarp’s new missus is my avatar........

Kinell mate. She walks a long way every day- Scotland to Daub Hill!

 

No wonder she's a body like that.

Kinell mate. She walks a long way every day- Scotland to Daub Hill!

 

No wonder she's a body like that.

I know mate......she’s been sent by the Wanderersways Angry Club therapist to put a daily smile on our faces.

I know mate......she’s been sent by the Wanderersways Angry Club therapist to put a daily smile on our faces.

Remember F D going to anger management?

 

He twatted the therapist

Edited July 4, 20188 yr by gonzo

Kinell mate. She walks a long way every day- Scotland to Daub Hill!

 

No wonder she's a body like that.

Some vague and I use the term vague (with very vague in mind) similarities ????

 

If I could I would but I can’t. Soon as I get bored or more likely she does they will be plastered all over here

Some vague and I use the term vague (with very vague in mind) similarities

 

If I could I would but I can’t. Soon as I get bored or more likely she does they will be plastered all over here

Praying you get bored soon mate

Remember F D going to anger management?

 

He twatted the therapist

Sounds about reet

Remember F D going to anger management?

 

He twatted the therapist

Drinking with FD during his anger management classes time was a laugh. One night, a loud irritating cunt was being a loud irritating cunt & irritating FD a lot, so i was able to help by conjuring up cool Norwegian fjords, anger leaving the body like a whisp of smoke, dolphins swimming in a calm, turquoise sea.........." i'm going to stuff a fucking dolphin up his arse " 

Praying you get bored soon mate

Highly unlikely pal. Much more likely she will but until then it’s 100% effort from me ????

Drinking with FD during his anger management classes time was a laugh. One night, a loud irritating cunt was being a loud irritating cunt & irritating FD a lot, so i was able to help by conjuring up cool Norwegian fjords, anger leaving the body like a whisp of smoke, dolphins swimming in a calm, turquoise sea.........." i'm going to stuff a fucking dolphin up his arse "

:D